omg i haven't been on this in forever

Understanding you, JENNY
People like you are outgoing, responsible, and quite strong willed. You like to be around other people and are talkative, friendly, and confident. You prefer to be in charge of any situation, and are usually good at organizing events and groups of people. Since you are so concerned about fairness, and have very clear opinions about what's right and wrong, you tend to become annoyed when people make exceptions to the rules or simply ignore them altogether. Outspoken, honest, and direct, you may sometimes interrupt or bluntly step on peoples' toes without even realizing it. You are naturally quite organized and productive, make quick decisions, and like to finish one project on time and neatly before starting another.

You are also a realistic and down to earth person. You prefer activities that are hands-on and have some practical use. While you probably have a great memory for facts and details, you become bored or frustrated with too much theory or with long discussions about things that may never happen. You prefer to stay busy and physically active and may be skeptical about trying new things or changing your routine. Your many friends admire your strong work ethic and know you to be a person of your word. But in your desire to have most things settled and decided, you may sometimes act a bit controlling or inflexible. You like to know what others expect of you, and you strive to fulfill all of your commitments precisely and completely.

Note: Based on our assessment, your personality type is "ESTJ."

This is honestly so spot on that it's kinda scary

starting to freak out about college
why did i slack off freshman year? forreal.

when i say i hate school, people always think i'm referring to the amount of work i get and stuff
i mean that's part of it but i know that there's gonna be a workload no matter what school i go to. when i say i hate school i mean i hate everything in it and just everything about it.

guidance fucked up my schedule even more than i thought they could 

if you're job is to make students miserable rather than helping them, you're doing a great job!!! pat yourself on the back

shitty schedule 3rd year in a row!!!11!!11! i luv skool

AHAHAHHAHHAH right

aw shiette school starts tomorrow

here we go again

let the countdown till summer 2014 begin...

TO DO LIST:

-organize everything on desk prior to school starting
-study remaining SAT vocab
-finish practice SAT tests
-throw out college mail
-email kumon about volunteer hours

i realized that it's not weight training i'm dreading it's the fact that i have to go up 6 floors after it (12 flights of stairs total) if my class afterwards was just a closer distance i would be so much happier

can i just ask for an elevator pass or something please 

Goals for junior year:

1- maintain a 96+ average, at the very least 94+
2- study vocab for SATs regularly, and try to get a 2200+ at the very least 2000s range
3- listen in APUSH and study regularly for it so you won't have the same problem as you did in world history and can do much much better
***expecting a 90+ average ALL YEAR ROUND***
and no test scores below 70
4- english??? honestly what do i even do with this class. reading the book just isn't an option for me... i guess i could read the sparknotes summaries regularly agh idk
***expecting a 88+ average ALL YEAR ROUND***
5- don't leave projects for last minute. time management is very important this year
6- attend clubs as often as possible. stay dedicated to one club, if not two.
7- try to maintain a 90+ in every class even english

sigh junior year is gonna be a lot of work.

a) i have weight training fml it's like having freshman gym all over again. and you have no idea how stressed out i got physically cuz of that. not to mention the fact that i was late to biology EVERY SINGLE DAY b/c of it. and now i'm going to be late to physics EVERY SINGLE DAY b/c it's just now physically possible to climb up 12 flights of stairs from the basement to the 6th floor and change in less than 3 minutes.
b) college apps. & i still have no idea what i want to do! or where i want to go! ashdjhgksl D:
c) keeping my average up. lul. like i really can't drop from a 96 (lots of pressure) or else i'm not going to show any improvement.
d) SATs blahblahblah
e) i got a job now too ahahah how will i manage

leggoo~

eh ma gawd, i don't want to go back to school.

anyone know places i can intern/work at during the school year? pref weekends but i can manage some school days depending on where it is.

ahhh so much for making full use of prep.
i always start strong but slowly starting caring less and less.

i should actually learn the vocab when i'm not feeling so lazy.

must.stop.slacking.

2400 pls.

almost perfect.

i think i am actually very content with the stuff i currently have.

after taking SAT classes for a lil bit & taking practice tests i realized i am in deep shit.

i got a 1820 on the very first SAT test i took and it's not exactly close to the 2200+ that i want. i really want to do well but i suck at writing so much. is it just me or does every sentence sound right? and if i do look through the sentences carefully to the point where i can actually find the mistake then all the time is up. i swear some of the people in my SAT class are just so smart and i don't know how they do it. math is really my only strength & reading/writing are the complete opposite.

whaaaat am i gonnnnaa doooooo.

i need a job help

rick roll'd all you motherfuckerzz

idk why my mom is gonna force me to go on these last 3 days of school when we're not gonna do crap anyways

i'm not bringing paper or pencils sooo0o0o

wow i have not blogged all month this is ridiculous.

but now i can b/c i'm finafuckingly done with ALL tests.

APs done.
Regents done.
Finals done.
& SO close to being done with school too!!!

three more friggin days & i can officially relax.

i seriously gotta do really good jr year. i kinda messed up freshman year, sophomore year was better & jr year has got to be great.

ootd cuz why not!!

sat 2's were AYOKAY. hoping for at least a high 600 for math 1 & maybe a 600 for world? LOOL i left like 20 blank and probably got half wrong but the curve for world is ridiculous. like you can seriously get friggin 13 wrong and still get a 800.

:)))))

first hunter rejects me, then i don't get into SYEP.

now all i'm left with is a paid internship i applied for & volunteering.

ugh fml. I went from having so many options to none. What am I supposed to do if I really have nothing to do over the summer.

i seriously feel like whether or not i bring an umbrella determines how hard it's gonna rain.

today, i didn't bring an umbrella, and it started pouring!!! it was ridiculous. i was SO CLOSE to my house and then it was pouring and i got drenched LOL. fml.

but then on all the days i brought my umbrella cuz it said it was gonna rain. it either rained while i was in school so i never got to use it, or it was lightly drizzling to the point that i didn't even need it. smh -_-

one day i don't bring it, and look what happens.

shiette! sorry for the lack of posts. honestly i was being mad lazy & there were APs and then i got sick and then i'm here today.
lolol i think i kinda ditched that photo challenge, it was maad work, i'll still post pics now & then tho!

& here is something i saw on the train the other day.
friggin' ratchet ass bitches leaving chicken pieces on the train LOOL

i couldn't believe it. WHO DOES THAT.

Day 19: A photo that involves landscape

Day 18: A photo depicting an emotion

since i couldn't just do 1, here are 4. :D

Day 17: A photo with street lights

i have been slacking with these lately. #sorrynotsorry

ugh fml AP tests are so fucking close

Day 16: A photo experimenting with light trails and/or an insect

since insects are hard to get a picture of & idk what experimenting with light trails means LOL
here is a picture of my life

why doesnt my blog appear on the dashboard

Day 15: A photo of whatever you please

i'm only tolerating you for one reason, and one reason alone.

my #sipface

Day 14: A photo focusing on eyes

my puny asian eyes yknow.

Day 13: A photo edit that you like

lol am i cute?
but really my hair looks like a different shade of color here o_O

Day 12: On the Road

cuz i hate reading

Day 11: Bottles

Day 10: Snack Time

b/c ill obv healthy n all

Day 9: A photo of something from a distance

this is kind of a distance right? LOL i got lazyyyy woop

gotta keep my average up for the last marking period

why can't teachers space out the days they give tests

not a single test last week
this week, bombarding of tests!!! except its only on two days too: tuseday or wednesday
basically 3 tests on tuseday, and 2 on wednesday but im cleared for the rest of the week -_-
why can't i just have a test a day instead seriously doe

thinking about it more & more, i've starting to get pretty damn worried about what college i'm going to go to. the biggest problem yet would probably be the money. if i had the money, i would go to a school i truly want to go to but as nice as that sounds, i don't want to put anymore stress on my parents than i have to. idk why my brother decided to go to nyu. it's great school n all and it's also really expensive. money is such a issue, i really wonder if all these ivy league schools and expensive private schools really live up to their name. hopefully i can get a scholarship or something. i know i don't particularly stand out at all but maybe, just maybe.

really gotta get my shit together junior year especially. gonna go to clubs every week, or just join the bowling team & focus in class. i've been dozing off or sleeping way too often these dayss. my fault that my grades are slowly slipping. asdfghjkl;'

Day 8: A photo of something close up

todays weather was on point :)

Day 7: A silhouette photo

tbh im not entirely sure on what a silhouette is, but i think its kinda like a shadow right? or when something appears dark LOL idkkk whatever

here is a picture of a tree & a shadow of me w/ my peace sign :)

teachers are so unfair & unreasonable sometimes
my ap world teacher especially (lol so done w/ her. i could care less if she got fired)

she assigned my class a group project to create our own dbq (docs/prompt etc) all that stuff like a typical ap world dbq essay kinda thing. & so my group did.

my teacher set deadlines for each thing so we first made our docs & then our rough drafts for our essays (based on our docs, basically a dbq essay) was due a week afterwards. okay, so nbd. so yesterday was the day the rough draft was due, she went around, checked that we all did it & next thing you know, she returns the documents with a grade. & my group got a 22/30 because 2 of the docs were from USA and there were minor mistakes on the sources. then, when one of my group members asked if we need to fix the docs from the US to ones that aren't, she says yes. LOL like are you fucking kidding me? we wrote rough drafts based on our docs, and NOW you wanna go tell us that we gotta fix it? seriously, you're just wasting my goddamn time telling me to write a rough draft in the first place if i can't even use it. also, how is it OUR fault that 2 of our docs were from the US? You didn't even give us a sheet stating all the requirements for the project, looool, you said everything orally ONCE like we would remember every little detail right? the thing i don't really get is, why can't the docs even be from the us lmao. we're learning about WORLD HISTORY aren't we? & isn't US part of the WORLD???? is it just me whose missing out on something thinking the us is part of the world??? in that case, oops ma bad. but lol i swear when i told that to someone, they replied saying, "no thats what us history is for" lool alright if US history is for only the US and you wanna neglect the US from world history, then why bother mentioning the US in ww1/ww2? i mean following your logic, we'll learn about them in us history right cuz we're talking the US, and US suddenly isnt part of the rest of the world right??? jesus christ make some damn sense....

everyone in my school is a basic bitch

Day 6: A photo from a low angle

also not sure what this means, but ok

& ooops, im behind a day

Day 5: A photo of messy hair

I ended up with a lot more pictures than I thought LOL mainly cuz i'm obsessed with my camera focus!!

Day 4: A picture from a high angle

im not sure what that means, but ok.

Day 3: A photo of your favorite place to be

meet my bed, my favorite place ever. (:

Day 2: A photo of what you wore today

ouhhh, my OOTD!!
shirt: abercrombie
sweater: abercrombie
belt: american eagle
jeggings: hollister
shoes: minnetonka moccasins

Day 1: A photo of yourself

i took this today & it will have to do

i think i'm going to do a combination of both

LESSGOO!! 

hopefully i dont forget about this day lawlz

i think im gonna do another 30 day blogging challenge just so i keep blogging regularly

did my blog stop showing up on the dashboard lol

i don't get how some people can have problems with so many other people but they only blame the other person. maybe if you're having so many problems with other people, you are the problem.

im so done with slackers

i am already mentally on summer vacation

dunno how im gonna make it thru 2 more months of this ):

can you see just how short my hair seriously got.

am i cute yet. dunno why but i had like a photoshoot in my house today LOL

holy moly canoli i havent blogged in 2 weeks

yesterday i went to get a hair cut.
i told the salon lady that i wanted to trim it just a lil bit.

& in the end she chops off like half of my hair.
like wtf man it took me 2 fricken years to grow it that long!!!
ugh now i understand why girls even cry when their hair is cut ;(

it hurts

i was waiting on the platform for the 7 train today
& of course there are these loud ass teeangers waiting near me
and what do you know
they are some retarded ass teenagers that literally starting jumping into the tracks
like are you stupid?! LOL
if you got unlucky, you woulda been dead but luckily enough he got right back up off the tracks but like seriously that's not fucking funny... i don't know why you would just onto the tracks to show that you're cool n shit yeah ahhahah you'll be so cool when you're dead.

seriously so happy about my average. this is the highest that i've ever gotten in high school like ever. first time i also ever got a 90 in ap world considering i fucking hate that class. but none the less, ahhhh! finally. i mean i know my average is no doubt going downhill from here since it's pretty damn hard to maintain a 94.71 but sokay i am in my moment while i can still have it

i really need to up my game in english tho. i wanna get into ap english but since i don't read the books or even read sparknotes english just aint workin out.

dunno why but i have been getting back into playing my pokemon game again hehe
i guess i just really wanna beat it
lovin my party except for the lack of a grass pokemon
once i get a grass pokemon i can perfect my party once n for all

luv pokemon forever xoxoxoxo

anyone wanna verse me? teehee

omfg omfg omfg
why do pigeons exist
omfg omfg omfg
a pigeon shit on my jacket today
oh god, i literally saw it happening
there was nasty ass white shit of the pigeons on my nice clean white jacket

ugh

can pigeons be a lil more civilized, get potty trained, and stop shitting all over the place? thank you
i should write a strongly worded letter to these pigeons

2 1/2 more years & thank god for that

so my english average is going to drop at least 10 points
so my logic is that if english drops 10 points, everything else can just go up so it balances out

ugh fml man why can't i just be good at english... english just aint my thing

hopefully trig chem and latin are enough to keep my average up

dunno why but my average just seems to slowly drop as the year progresses, never goes up.

ugh i seriously can't stand when my stuff is out of place.

there was a leak in the heater next to my desk, so while my dad was trying to fix it he moved all my shit over. i figured okay it's just to fix it, I, okay, me myself, and I meaning no one else but ME can put it all back to where it was later. but jesus fucking christ i come home from school and my mom or dad moved everything back. but the thing is IT'S NOT WHERE IT USED TO BE. now i can't find shit because they literally went through all my stuff and just stuffed it just about anywhere. half my shit is missing, half my shit i can't find. ughhhhhhhh this is why i hate it when people touch my stuff. i wouldn't have minded fixing it and putting it where everything used to be myself but i can't even find anything anymore. so annoyed.

i wouldn't mind school so much if teachers didn't assign so much hw

i mean i'm okay with like 5 questions that are just 5 questions. i am not okay with 5 questions that have a minimum of 7 parts to each of them. what is this fuckery man i thought i barely had homework until i realize how long it really is....

i mean also do i even need to practice these questions even more when i really don't need the practice? how about you make hw optional and the ppl who need it should do it and the ppl who don't get a break.

i hate school so much. can there be another hurricane sandy that only damages my school so it's impossible to go back

we were supposed to have all of next week off! -_-

i really hate english, always have always will

i swear to god if they make me take a english class in college like get outta here. i'm not paying for a class that i don't wanna take. only way you can get me to take an english class in college is if you pay for the class, all my books, and any other fees that might come with it.

that is how much i hate english.

lol sorry but i really can't stand that

seriously my everlasting gratitude to whoever does my english hw for the rest of the year and for the next 283012039127 years to come?

i.fucking.hate.english.and.hate.books.

so people in my school ask me to give them my homework, or tell them what's on a test if they haven't taken it yet. & of course each time, i've always given it to them, and when they asked about tests i didn't go all "oh just know your stuff and its easy" i told them every single question i could possibly remember.

meanwhile on the other hand, when i ask them for homework, they say:
"i didn't do it yet"
"i purposely didn't respond to you because i didn't want to give it to you"
"i don't want to give it to you"
"no the teacher's going to collect it we can't have the same hw the teacher is going to think i copied off of you"
"no do it yourself"

or when i ask them about tests, they say:
"oh it's easy just study everything"
"i can't tell you because then you'll do better than me"
"just study lol"
"it's not fair if i tell you..."
"you'll do fine don't worry about it"

basically in the end all excuses to get out of helping me.

like honestly these selfish little bitches. after that, don't expect asking me again for help. lol. if you don't wanna help me out after all the times i've helped you, you can figure it out yourself and fail your ass. aha not my problem... did you really think i'd help you out everytime without anything in return? i mean we're friends okay. but can't you ever help me out too? just once? lol like seriously you ask me for homework all the time and for test help all the time. what do i get in return? nothing nadaa. i just asked once and you used one of the thousand excuses possible... you know they're hesitating when it takes them a while to respond each time you say something to them.

next time you ask me don't expect much! i won't either haha.

i had a train of thought for a blogpost in the morning but i forgot it :(

lol 94 more days
r u crazy 94 more days???

how am i supposed to put up with this crap for 94 more days....
i am shocked that i have not killed anyone in my school yet or burned it out or tried to

cant do this much longer

day 3 and i'm still sick

_|_ to whichever hoe got me sick

ugh this video is so sad

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=400455870044836

finally done with finals. fuxxx it.

music theory i messed up a little of everything LOLOLOLOL.
trigonometry, i messed up one question. -_- ugh i just want a mothafucking 100 in trig. i miss geometry :/
spanish: lol omfg that test was a joke. spanish 3 and it was ALLLL PRESENT TENSE. easiest test ever!!!
ap world: guessed on at least 50% of the test lmaolmao. but i got a 87!! HOLAHH BITCHES. well that is with a 10 point curve so i technically got a 87 but holy crap i passed!! after getting a 48, a 68, and 73 IT FEELS GOOD TO SEE A NUMBER IN THE 80s!!! thank god for low expectations.
latin: LOL jesus christ i didn't know my vocab that i started making up latin words that don't exist lmfao
chemistry: screw it idc i messed up everything whatever idc w/e ok

why are stuyvesant kids so attractive??

all the attractive kids exist where i'm not there. crycry

every school has regents week off except me.

lol i give up i broke all my new years resolutions in less than a week

i kinda frickin love the iPhone

woohoo finally 16 :)

i can get my permit now hehe :)

but damn i feel old i'm gonna be 17 next year? and then 18 after that? time really flies.
i honestly can't wait until i'm an adult tho as much as i like being a kid there's just so many things i can't do because of "age restrictions"

but yaaay one year closer to being legal!!
i spent my birthday well :) :) :) i really don't think you need a sweet sixteen to have a great birthday

new years resolutions

first post of 2013!!! omgs
i know i'm probably gonna lose the motivation to stick to any of these soon after but meh

1. don't procrastinate lmfaolmfao good joke i'm always going to procrastinate regardless
2. spend less money. seriously why do you always have to go out and eat out wasting money lidat $$$ SAVESAVESAVE!
3. limit myself to fast foods & snacks to once a month or even less. (this means no mcdonalds!!!)
4. exercise don't be a lazy ass motherfucker don't want to die young now do you??
5. try to stretch everyday!! i actually kinda wanna become flexible
6. be productive when you have free time lol
-seriously sitting around watching dramas all day is no bueno, actually go out, exercise
7. learn how to cook. how does my mom think i'm going to manage if i don't learn how to cook now...
8. try to focus in school. no matter how boring ap world is, it still must be done.....
9. don't waste time doing useless crap
10. DO YOU
11. drink lots of water!
12. stay organized. my desk looks like an absolute mess these days lol what's happening jenny
13. treat my stuff better. LOL i literally throw my phone around and drop my laptop and i probably should take better care of these things.

i think that's all for now. if anything i'll add more as i go