Day 18

I haven't watched TV in a REAAAAAL long time. >< HAHAH, i don't know why!

but, i've actually been catching up on my old time favorite childhood shows on youtube. that would have to be LIZZIE MCGUIRE. i fucken love THAT show. whoever created that show is a genius! it's pretty sad how something like that had to be replaced with HANNAH MONTANA?! &+ hilary duff has always been my childhood role model, lawl! (:

i don't think i'll ever understand why people love jersey shore, and that kind of stuff so much. it's just me isn't it? :/

Day 17

I've had a post about this before. But tbh, I am still yet to have an idea on what I want to be when I grow up. I've thought about it multiple times but one specific thing never comes to mind. >< aghhh, it IS pretty fustrating not knowing what I want to be, but I'm planning on just trying multiple things and seeing what works best for me, yknow? (:

However, I am def leaning towards something like BUSINESS, lawl! mainly cuz math is one of my strong points HAHAH, cheap huh? & it makes a lot of money depending on your placement! wellllllll, i'll see how it goes. i know what i DON'T want to be tho. anything medical is by far, NOT in my interest zone at all. i don't understand why so many parents want their kids to do things like that. it's HARD & can be disturbing too.

kbai.

we had a hurricane warning & now it's not even raining. lolol, waaah? T_T i'd enjoy a nice breeze. AS LONG as i don't fly, yaknow? actually scratch that. i wanna fly, do it like a BAAAAWS! AWWWWW YEEEE.

Day 16

With the remainder of my life, I would probably do everything I was unable to do before. I would DEF go bungee jumping. I don't care how scary it sounds, it's like one of my LIFE goals. But, come on, who the hell cares, you have one day to live! I'd probably say everything I didn't get a chance to say cuz it wouldn't matter. & I'D COMPLETELY LIVE IT UP. pfff, there ain't no time for regrets anyways, HAHAH :). you do it, you're dead, nice huh?

Day 15

Do I fancy someone? Do I fancy someone? Do I like someone? Do I admire someone? I honestly don't know. Plus, even if I did, why would i post that here...LOL? But that's a nice way to phrase something; "a photo of someone you fancy." DO YOU WANT TO KNOW? DO YOU WANT TO KNOW?

i dare you.

why are so many people on facebook getting hacked? just don't click those useless links or use those unreliable apps! fo'real, that's all there is to it!

i REALLY really dislike when someone asks me. "Hey Jenny, did you do the ELA packet?" or "Hey Jenny, did you do the math packet?" and then they ask me for "help." (Uhm, you trying to take advantage of me? T-T) But it's not ordinary help, it's basically asking me for every answer in the packet. Are you serious? Why don't you just ask me for answers then? & Why should I "help" you if you're simply copying my answers. Plus, these are people I RARELY even talk to. -_- Are you foreal? Can you like not? Do it yourself. Your failing grade is not mine. >_> I usually never ask anyone for packet answers unless it's beyond hard for me or i'm checking answers with them. Plus, if I do ask someone for answers, because i need answers, i don't ask a complete stranger. It ends up being a fair trade because I ask them for help for this one occasion and they usually do at another occasion. But, i can't really ask someone whose not exactly the brightest person for answers can i? Plus, chances are, if i didn't do it, neither would have they. This is ridiculous.

Day 14

5 celebrity crushes. oh my, isn't this a fun one? THEY ARE ALL SO CUTE. >w< can it be top 50? hahahahah, i kid, i kid.

[IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER.]

1. Jaejin <3 such a cutie yo'! ^^

2. Taecyeon. OH MAN, HE IS FINE.

3. Gikwang. also quite mighty fine. lolol. (;

4. Jaejoong. ASDFGHJKL;'

5. Hongki. HE IS SO AHDORABLE! no kid.

OH RIGHT. & g dragon is out of the question. LOLOL.

kthanksbye.

Day 13

Three Confessions:

Aaaah, I'll get back to this a little later.

Day 12

I used this one for a formspring question, and my desktop hasn't exactly changed so. Yeah, my desktop pretty much NEVER changes. I don't bother changing the background because I know my brothers going to all "OMG, why did you change?" and then change it back anyways, so why waste my time? That's why it's the original vista background. I mean, if I had an option, it's probably be something more unique, yaknow?

Day 11

"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for."

I've always loved this quote. It represents independence, and has a great point. Why waste time on people who are going to hurt you in the end? In the end, it all comes down to you, and yourself. Don't depend on people for everything. At some point, they will hurt you or let you down. Besides, you can't really expect a person other than yourself to do something to your satisfaction, can you? AHAH

Day 10

If it had to be one kind of food. LOL it's probably gotta be some sort of meat, like bacon, or pork. i don't know. i'm a meat eater, i never get tired of it. AHAHAH. as for drink, WATER IS GODLY <3.

Day 9

Pet Peeves:

-Mosquito bites. I have about 11 now from visiting other peoples houses, and they are just so friggen irritating. I mean, the places they bite you. Everything just feels so swollen and disgusting. Why do we have bugs anyways? What purpose do they serve in our lives other than annoy us?

-When people cancel plans. Especially if it was last minute.

-Those people on facebook that call themselves ugly all the time. Stfu.

-Dumbfucks. I'm sorry. If you choose to be stupid, skip school or whatever. Get the hell out of my face. If you tried, and you couldn't be perfect, that's fine. It's the EFFORT that matters.

-Those idiots that smoke right in front of your face. I'm walking by, must you blow all the nasty shit at my face? I don't want lung cancer bro.

-When my friends don't pick up their phone.

-Sensitive guys. You're a man, act like one.

-Sensitive freaks. I mean, some things can bother you, but don't be so overly dramatic like "OH MY GOD, my mom yelled at me today! I'm going to DIEEEEEE, kill me now" ...oh hail no.

-Herbs. LOLOLOLOL. Speak up for yourself, please!

-Jockers.

-When girls pucker their lips. YOU'RE NOT CUTE.

-When people don't keep the conversation going, forcing me to try even tho i'm all out of ideas. >_>

-When people force me to do things. No. I'm not going to do it if I don't want to.

-When people call me Chinese, especially if you've known me for a long time. Like the fuck man? If you're trying to joke around, honestly, just shut the hell up. I don't want to hear it.

-People who cake on makeup. Naturals always the best, why do you feel the need to enhance yourself anyways? Embrace what you have.

Day 8

Three things?! Only? LOL, well I actually want to say a lot of things to certain people. But for starters, let's seeeee.

1. I'm sorry for being such a dumbass, LOL.

2. Okay. Don't believe everything you see on the outside. We all have those moments where we react on the spot. I don't know if you know this, but I usually don't mean what I say at those points, and I really hope you don't take that to heart.

3. You're not funny, actually rather irritating as fuck. If you haven't noticed, you're the only one laughing.

Day 7

Nah, I'm not a big fan of reading at all. I can barely even finish a book. I don't know, it's just really not in my interest at all. To be honest, I haven't exactly properly finished many books. It's all there for show, so if I go to the library, it's basically to fill out my log with. Although I have favorite books, and they're basically the ONLY books that I finished. I loved Go Ask Alice, and The Child Called It, but that's about it.

kdeuces, sleeping over at shanjida's house. (:

Day 6

I don't particularly favor any band/muscian. But Linkin Park has always been one of my favorites. It's one of the first bands I've heard of, and they never seem to let me down. Except that one time where the song was like "God bless us everyone." Now, that was one was STUPID, but i love their songs. Unlike most bands, linkin park has kept singing, and still sing to this day in which they're grown to be my favorite. At this point, all music has turned to mainstream (Which I hate), but you know what? Even well all other types of music fails, linkin park seems to not. (:

Day 5

I would actually like to visit a lot of places just for the sake of exploring but these would have to be my top 5.

1. France~ Ahhh! I just love the artsy & fashion feeling i get when i hear it. it just seems like the perfect place to get an amazing view and a chance to lounge. ^^

2. California. AHAHA XD & that's fo' them celebrities.

3. Hawaii! YOU GOTTA LOVE DEM BEACHESSSSSSS<3

4. Japan. I know it's doing REALLY bad rn, but i just want to visit later on because i love their culture. plus, it gives me a chance to meet more jap. people 'cus there's barely any over there! D:

5. New Joisy. LOLOL no. uhmmm, i can't think of one. OH! the UK, fawkin sexy ass accents. (;

& of course, i'd love to visit korea any day. i would move there too HAH :)

"Yeah, it would have been mad fun"

Yeah, it would have.

So that's how they think...

Day 4

Revising it up, blogger name*

It actually has no meaning at all. I have no idea where I even got it from. yeeeee.

Day 3

[Warning: This is very long & pointless. Unless you are truly interested about my life. Don't bother reading this. You're only wasting your time, lolol.]

That's me at home watching anime LOL. ^

F'YEAAAH, it's completely legal to get a job at 14. :D

Day 2

10 likes:

-Playing the piano!

-Shopping. LOLOL. i'm a sucker for money. & spending money. XDD

-Webcamming. ^_^ It sets a whole new level of chatting. AHAH :)

-Listening to music. The good kind.

-Walking around the neighborhood.

-Good weather. <3

-Friends that you can rely on.

-Taking photos. Capturing moments, heh. (:

-FROZEN YOGURT, NOMNOMNOM. (eating in general is a like.)

-Anime. AHAH, i'm been so hooked these days yknow?

10 dislikes:

-Underclassmen.

-Those bishes that say "Oh my god! I'm so ugly" and then someone comments saying "No you're not! You're really pretty! :)" and they reply saying "No I'm not, you are T-T" Shut the fuck up will you?
-When people pucker their lips in every goddamn photo.

-When people cancel plans.

-Bugs. They're just plain ass annoying. & Other rodents. >_>

-Loud people.

-Emotional fucks. It's okay if it's once in a while. But every damn thing and day?! This is reality, damn.

-Jockers.

-Cursing. I know I do it too, and I really don't like doing it, it just comes out. But those people who over use it...gtfo.

-Irrelevant, but I really dislike fish.

lol da fuq.

i got about 5 cuts from falling into the bush. >_>

Day 1

Basic things ey?

1. I'm 100% korean.

2. NYC's best.

3. Buy me something on January 5th.

4. I despise underclassmen.

5. I'm about 105 pounds. (YAY for high metabolism! ^^)

6. I will be attending Townsend Harris in fall. (Which I'm not too sure about anymore! >_<)
7. I have REALLY, REALLY, bad eyesight. Yet I'm on the computer bloggin', youtubin', facebookin', etc, 24 hrs a day.

8. Been playing piano for quite some time, and I love it. <3

10. This is off to everything, but I can never ever make up my mind. Ask me a question or anything, chances are I will respond with "I don't know", 'cus guess what? I DON'T KNOW.

30 Day Challenge

(That's a really weird shapshot that I liked and uploaded to lighten the moood, i'm think about doing those 30 day challenge things on tumblr, except on here, 'cus tbh, i'm not into the whole being a different person on tumblr & being different in school kinda of thing. I pretty much act the same way everywhere I go, and this just gives additional insight where the whole world doesn't know, but a limited, maybe 15 people do?)

The more I think about it, the less & less I feel like I seem to know myself. Whenever it comes down to a conversation, I feel like I've actually reached a point in my life where i have NOTHING to say. I really, really, don't like ending conversations awkwardly, and just having to sit with a group of people with nothing to talk about. It's just not me, yknow? It really BOTHERS me how the people around me don't try to bring up the conversation. -_- I mean I'm pretty you feel the same way as me, unless you don't want to talk to me... But, I really hate it when I run out of things to say. I can't even start saying things about myself, because, what can I say? Am I supposed to talk about my bland life? It's not like that's going to keep you interested. Rather, it's not like I have anything in particular I'm either comfortable saying, or can say. Am I supposed to talk about something we have in common that we've discussed 283922893072 times already? It's all getting so old, I'm pretty much sick and tired of trying to keep the conversation going. If you don't try, why should I? Now let me continue smiling to myself like an idiot by putting a bunch of old throwbacks into my head while you increase the awkwardness, k? If you haven't put the effort into a conversation, nothing is wrong, yes?

LOLOL

what even?!

LOL i just love al & ed.

used to look like:currently look like:

feeling nostalgic & just comparing how i changed. AHAHA, i'm weird.

& That's how I looked in 7th grade. Hmmm. I look pretty darn similar, dontcha think?

Reuploaded! Hopefully I won't delete this one by accident. --
SO MANY MISTAKESSS, GAAAAH. ):

LOLLL, i love debating.

i had a whole debate with my mom on schools/studying/hardwork. XDDD

Me: Why bother studying if you're already good at it? Just do what you need to, and don't put excessive work for no reason at all.
Mom: Studying is always a plus. It's always good to be hardworking. Look, if you actually started trying, where would that put you?
Me: I don't need to study if I already know it. If i know i'm not good at it, I will study, I will seek help. Why bother trying when you already know our generation is plain stupid? It won't rise my level any higher when I'm already higher than most.
Mom: I know, compared to Korea, Americans are lazy and not as strict with the grades as they should be. In Korea, schedules would be packed, and kids would be put to their limits. But again, I don't think that's necessary.
Me: Exactly my point! Someone I know went to like 2790372 tutorials for the SHSAT. I went to one friggin' tutorial. You know what happened? We got into the same school LOL.
Mom: But still, it's always good to try, it's always good to study. It will help you.
Me: Psh, I ain't need none of that. I do things like a boss. Can't help that I'm naturally good at this?! LOLOLOL
Mom: *walks away*

AHAHAHAH, gotta love the confidence. It's really sad how some parents lack common sense. I'm surprised that my mom and I can agree on that. Doing well is important, but it's not good to stress out your kids and pressure them with loads of studying. It's true. If you already SUCK, studying will NOT change anything. It'll probably just drive the kid into so much pressure because they WANT to be able to do well on a certain thing but they CAN'T. Wanna improve? Let the kid do it on their own will.