Flashback =/

You know what i really miss? 5th grade. It was probably one of the best years of my life. It was our "senior" year or in literally terms our last year in elementary. (LOL, we call ourselves seniors all the time when the only time we're legit seniors is in highschool, ahh[x) Well, i miss it a lot. In 5th grade, or actually any grade in elementary, it didn't matter if you were ugly, if you didn't have many friends, if you were fat, nobody would judge you. It wouldn't matter. We look at each other as all the same. We're all human, we all have feelings & we didn't abuse that matter. You may have not had many friends but you would feel accepted just about anywhere you went. There were no awkward silences, no awkward glares, no "i don't know what to say" moments. It would all start smoothly like we've been friends forever. Best of all, there were no cliques. Honestly, i hate cliques. Cliques = Drama. That's probably one of the biggest reasons i wanted "TC" to end. I don't want to look up to some stuck up role models. If i look up to anyone, it wouldn't be to anyone who loves making cliques & bitching at others just bcus there not as fortunate as you. Ever since middle school started, probably through the first months of school, we all formed our cliques & if you ended up with someone outside your clique in assigned seats it would be a disaster. Calm down, just 'cus you're not with somebody you're familiar with does not mean there horrible. In fact, the majority of us have been together for years & your still not used to talking to them? It's like the elementary years have gone to waste. Cliques were stupid, judging would only make yourself look worse (i don't even think we were aware of it), & there was little or no hatred at all. That's when everything was so simple. The start of 6th grade was rocky & eventually we were all into cliques. It happened like that. It was intentionally, it just happened. All of a sudden, e'rryone hits like puberty or something & you got to have a big chest & nice ass to be accepted. what duh feoo? i've never looked for appearances first in a guy, being cute is a plus but it's not a necessity. Unlike these people out there for who knows what, so what if they have a nice body, you still gonna like them after you realize how bitchy there are? I know many of these doodes might say it for fun but it's just not funny anymore. "I wanna bang _____ bcus she's hot" or "Dude, she's hot" Alright, you can feel some affection but have your limits. And now that we're older, judging is normal. Our brains are disgusting. We could think the worst out of some of the nicest people out there if we put our mind to it. Well guess what? There's a judgment day for you too & just for a heads up, it's never too late to change that.

Ugh, i don't feel the same mood to blog anymore. Blogging is only truly meaningful if it hasn't been done in a long time 'cus that's when my thoughts are all crayzee the most.

kthxbye [=