I remember that blogging just started & we would each blog every day about our lives, interesting or not & it would literally be what the purpose of a blog is. Expressing your feelings & not deleting every single one of your posts. We would read each others blog to communicate, learn more about each other without having to say it face to face & it inspired one another to keep writing until the end. Now that all that has faded, wether i type here or not, nobody will care if i'm feeling down or if i'm mad at someone, blogs don't have the same purpose anymore. Although i used to be a huge fan of writing in blanks, now i'm willing to talk about my life without it, bcus no one reads it anyway. But why bother to continue writing if no one will hear the voice in your posts? Just to let anyone who reads this know in advance, but each one of my posts have a purpose deep down. Short or long, some are more visible than others but everything has a purpose. Now we're all growing & maturing each day, we're learning to trust no one & simply keep all our thoughts bottled up. But now that we are growing, don't you realize that as we get older, we go through more & we learn more. What i've learned is, no one truly misunderstands. (It's better to misunderstand than no nothing at all.) It would be impossible to understand someone's situation so perfectly. You're right, i can't give you the exact advice you want to hear. I have a different perspective & i can't guarantee that it'll be one that you'll favor. I can't say i'll understand your problems, but i can guarantee that you won't have to go through it alone. Every time i thought someone would misunderstand that i didn't tell that how i felt, in reality, i was afraid they wouldn't listen, they would judge, they wouldn't care. This is why secrets are so ridiculous, why do we hide them & keep it in until you have to blow up when your alone? I'm not telling you to trust anyone, but there will always be that one true friend willing to be by your side. A true friend is not someone you've known for the longest, but someone who never left your side. Now that i think about it, growing up isn't all that great. In reality, it can be harder to find new friends, it can be harder to open up, it can be harder to find someone who isn't lying straight up to you. This is why i like blogs, you can learn so much about someone with a few words. You might not be the type of person i am, someone who can tell what your like or how you feel but some words, but there's room to learn and there's room to listen. Overall, i'm just stating how i don't want to move on with blogs, i don't want to have secrets. I might as well say everything here, i don't care if you read it. I don't care if you mention it. Feel free to talk to me about it, i'd rather have a helping hand then wonder each and every day something that can easily be handled. Why is the world so complicated? & Why is it so easy for us to hide our emotions? Does it benefit you in anyway? Every time you fake a smile, fake a laugh, fake a friend, fake your life. You're becoming exactly what we all don't want to be. A liar, a wannabe, & last but not least, the biggest hypocrite i'll ever meet. Continue to say, "I hate when people lie, i hate wannabes, i hate when people think i won't understand" Take a look at yourselves first & before you start to judge anyone on how they live their life, it's time you control and take a look at yours first. What is the point i'm making in this point? It's a life lesson, and if you have no idea what i'm trying to say, i'm sorry to say but you've got a lot to learn. Be my guest & hide all your emotions, just don't be surprised that when your ready to speak up, no one will be there to listen. Some people don't wait forever for you to open up. There's so many people in this world with concerns and worries which can be cleared up by speaking up on how you feel. Are you worried someone is mad? Talk to them about it instead of wondering why each day. Concerned you've lost a friend? As hard as it sounds, a true friend would have never left your side. Let's face it, you can't trust anyone with your entire life. But there will be a point in life where you find someone who will stick with you forever. But then as you grow on, we learn the true meaning of happiness and it's not what you have, it's who you have in your life and if you make the best of it.This post is pretty miscellaneous, i just typed any thoughts that came to my mind. I can continue to go on and on with this but what's the point, nobody bothers to blog and look into each others blogs to learn about each other anymore. It's not the same & i'll acknowledge that. It might as well be time i say goodbye too.