so my english average is going to drop at least 10 points
so my logic is that if english drops 10 points, everything else can just go up so it balances out

ugh fml man why can't i just be good at english... english just aint my thing

hopefully trig chem and latin are enough to keep my average up

dunno why but my average just seems to slowly drop as the year progresses, never goes up.

ugh i seriously can't stand when my stuff is out of place.

there was a leak in the heater next to my desk, so while my dad was trying to fix it he moved all my shit over. i figured okay it's just to fix it, I, okay, me myself, and I meaning no one else but ME can put it all back to where it was later. but jesus fucking christ i come home from school and my mom or dad moved everything back. but the thing is IT'S NOT WHERE IT USED TO BE. now i can't find shit because they literally went through all my stuff and just stuffed it just about anywhere. half my shit is missing, half my shit i can't find. ughhhhhhhh this is why i hate it when people touch my stuff. i wouldn't have minded fixing it and putting it where everything used to be myself but i can't even find anything anymore. so annoyed.

i wouldn't mind school so much if teachers didn't assign so much hw

i mean i'm okay with like 5 questions that are just 5 questions. i am not okay with 5 questions that have a minimum of 7 parts to each of them. what is this fuckery man i thought i barely had homework until i realize how long it really is....

i mean also do i even need to practice these questions even more when i really don't need the practice? how about you make hw optional and the ppl who need it should do it and the ppl who don't get a break.

i hate school so much. can there be another hurricane sandy that only damages my school so it's impossible to go back

we were supposed to have all of next week off! -_-

i really hate english, always have always will

i swear to god if they make me take a english class in college like get outta here. i'm not paying for a class that i don't wanna take. only way you can get me to take an english class in college is if you pay for the class, all my books, and any other fees that might come with it.

that is how much i hate english.

lol sorry but i really can't stand that

seriously my everlasting gratitude to whoever does my english hw for the rest of the year and for the next 283012039127 years to come?

i.fucking.hate.english.and.hate.books.

so people in my school ask me to give them my homework, or tell them what's on a test if they haven't taken it yet. & of course each time, i've always given it to them, and when they asked about tests i didn't go all "oh just know your stuff and its easy" i told them every single question i could possibly remember.

meanwhile on the other hand, when i ask them for homework, they say:
"i didn't do it yet"
"i purposely didn't respond to you because i didn't want to give it to you"
"i don't want to give it to you"
"no the teacher's going to collect it we can't have the same hw the teacher is going to think i copied off of you"
"no do it yourself"

or when i ask them about tests, they say:
"oh it's easy just study everything"
"i can't tell you because then you'll do better than me"
"just study lol"
"it's not fair if i tell you..."
"you'll do fine don't worry about it"

basically in the end all excuses to get out of helping me.

like honestly these selfish little bitches. after that, don't expect asking me again for help. lol. if you don't wanna help me out after all the times i've helped you, you can figure it out yourself and fail your ass. aha not my problem... did you really think i'd help you out everytime without anything in return? i mean we're friends okay. but can't you ever help me out too? just once? lol like seriously you ask me for homework all the time and for test help all the time. what do i get in return? nothing nadaa. i just asked once and you used one of the thousand excuses possible... you know they're hesitating when it takes them a while to respond each time you say something to them.

next time you ask me don't expect much! i won't either haha.

i had a train of thought for a blogpost in the morning but i forgot it :(