Winter break ^^

I don't even want to think about going back to school.
Saving my homework for next year heheheheh

Gosh, do you know how good it feels to be able to sleep in every day of my life now? How is it already Monday though what the hell. There's only one more week left of break. SO SHORT. FML.

AHHHHHH biggest fail ever.

i ordered a package, and it said "delivered' and i didn't get it.
whaddya know? i forgot to put my apartment number. ughhhhh the fustration

I will never study for a test again.

I studied for two tests this week. AP World & Biology. Whaddya know? I do worse when I study! -_-

I winged one of my AP world tests & I got a 72. Nbd. I study, and I get a 60. Wtf.
I don't study for my Bio Test, I get a 90. WOOWOO. I study based on the review sheet my teacher sends us & WHADDYA KNOW? Half the crap on the test wasn't even mentioned on the review sheet. ARE YOU SERIOUS? I probably got a 60 on that test too.

This was her exam:

Stuff we covered in class - 50%
Stuff we covered slightly but was not mentioned on review sheet - 35 FRIGGIN %
Stuff we never covered. Wtf. - 15%

You know what my school needs? Teachers that can teach & teachers who are fair. You can give us a test about everything we learned, SURE, but don't put crap we didn't even learn and expect us to know it. Happened on my AP World test, happened on my Bio Test, happened on Writing test, happened on MANY english tests. The only teacher that's been completely fair is my Geometry teacher & I'm not trynna be biased here but he won't put stuff he never mentioned. He's a bad teacher, but at least he's fair. FTW.

literature is a waste of my time. i hate reading. tell me why i have to learn about haroun and his damn sea stories.

if i'm about to die, is sea stories going to be of any help to me in my life? NO.
and the names of people in this book wtf. A person's name is butt. & another is Mr. Buttoo, you gotta be kidding me.

3 more days.

I hate my music theory teacher. 

She decides to learn my name oh so well that it's all she remembers. She knows that I play piano so she gave me a piece to play. Some piece that I don't want to play either, so okay, whatever, I just play it. But then IT'S A DUET & I'm stuck in a room with this other girl which is just...ehhhh, don't really want to be in the same room as her. THAT KINDA FEELING. But everytime we have class, my music theory teacher figures, oh they probably know all this material "Jenny and ______, go to the soundproof room and practice." god dammit happens all the time, don't i even get an option? WHAT IF I DON'T KNOW IT? Then, she decides to do some concert thing during lunch this friday & she wants me to play the duet with that girl. First of all, I have lunch 5th, and she has lunch 7th. how the hell do you expect that to happen? I'm not skipping my class. SECOND, I don't want to play it. How the hell can you tell me that you're going to drop my grade for not playing that damn song when it's extra credit you're offering? What if I play a different song? Still dropping my grade? Holy shit, this teacher is so annoying. LET'S TRY SOMETHING, wanna be fair with me here? I'm going to participate in that concert, I'm just not going to play that duet cuz it makes more sense to do it with people who are in the same period for lunch as me, no? & She's telling me "OH NO, are you serious? you better play it or your grades gonna get dropped" and shiii'. What kind of mandatory extra credit is this. This isn't even extra credit, you might as well call it mandatory work. But wtf, what makes you think i'm going to skip a class to do this. Drop one grade to raise another? MAKE SOME SENSE HERE.

WOAH WOAH WOAH where's my search bar at?!

if you have safari or google chrome, go on google & type let it snow:)

Ugh its such a bummer when i try telling someone in townsend harris a joke and they don't get it or they respond 5 minutes later saying "OHHH! OHHH!" when it's not funny anymore gosh slow people smh

So some random person calls my home phone. Ya know, like those commercial ads? So yeah, my mom picks up. They're blabbing in english & guess what my mom says? "No English! No English!" LOLLLLL. Last time I checked, that's English too! It's like saying no hablo espanol. WAAAH!

After one bad thing, at least 10 good things happened so i'm excited yipeeee (:

I slept at 9PM yesterday and I'm so tired today...
I sleep at 11PM and I'm not tired...

What is this fuckery?

I gots a 18/40 on my AP world test.

HAHAHAHHAH seems terrible right?

Luckily, I found 10 errors in my scantron so HORRAY! So I got a 28/40. Still not that great but it's like a 70. & My teacher gave out 5 extra points as a curve. Well ya know, didn't study. didn't listen in class. didn't do nothing. A 75 sounds pretty good to me.

Still sounds terrible?

Okay. If you look at the other kids in my class, the ones who studied actually did worse. LOL. No one got a hundred & I think the highest score was an 80 something. SO YA.

Wrote heading on paper WOOHOO! Time for an hour break (;

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH no

Oh gosh, how ignorant & conceited.
Well first of all. Tech is NOT for Bronx rejects because evidently, Shariful goes to Tech because he put Tech first. Goes to show that not everyone puts the same order that you think they would put of Stuy, Bronx, Tech. Secondly, Bronx is not for Stuy rejects because I know plenty of people that put Bronx Science as their first choice and before Stuyvesant because they wanted to go to Bronx more. Lastly, Stuyvesant is most definitely not for Townsend rejects because for example, Tanvir goes there. He didn't even apply for Townsend Harris because he was in goddamn love with Stuyvesant. Also, there are people that go to Townsend that got into Stuyvesant. OH, and you can't forget the fact that so many people turned down Townsend for specialized high schools so they can't be 'Townsend wannabes" as some people call them...

Thoughts?

god dammit these people don't know who nigahiga is

LOOOOL this is so sad i swear

our townsend harris group gets hacked for the first time
everyone is going all apeshit & flipping out to the point that someone ACTUALLY decides to make another group. over reaction much?

i know bronx, stuy, and tech get hacked all the time & no one cares. it's just for fun. & no its not because they dont have lives its dem high school wars & IT WAS FUNNY! plus. after this happened so many thhs kids were tempted to hack other groups so...  -______- gosh what the hell did i get myself into.

everything is serious to them. EVERYTHING. even a joke.
kid trying to make a joke sarcastically "you're pretty...........UGLY:)"
typical THHS kid: "WAHHH! THAT WAS MEAN. I HATE YOU. GO DIE."

damn townsend harris kids, is all you do judge everyone, point out their flaws, and you can't forget LECTURE them?

LOL townsend harris group got so trolled
and "harrisites" are so fucking tight its hilarious.
they take everything so seriously, like chill.

i honestly think that was the most exciting thing that has happened in the townsend harris group considering how boring and serious everyone in townsend harris is. everyone was being so aggressive and all "OMFG, GET THE FUCK OUT. I FUCKING HATE YOU. BRONX SUCKS, THEY HAVE DRUGS. STUY HAS UGLY PEOPLE. TECH, NO ONES CARES ABOUT TECH" & they just keep blabbing their mouths. so much cursing & not to mention the cockiness "WE'RE BETTER THAN YOU" oh and you can't forget the fact that thhs kids actually went through all the trouble to kick out everyone when in reality people were leaving on their own will cuz it wasn't fun anymore considering thhs was bitching like crazy...especially some girls oh lawd & one guy even told another guy to go munch on a dick. MUNCH. MUNCH. LOLWTF. oh god i don't even want to be a harris kid.  f'rrreal take a joke & relax, it was funny

i ain't even mad yo LOL kudos to stuy bronx tech health professions york and some other places that somehow got inn

Guess who has 0 period tmrw...Waking up at 5AM YEY

People in my school call periods bands but that's just really stupid & weird. Townsend Harris has its "own way" of doing that. No, changing a few things is not going to change the fact that Townsend Harris is just like every other high school is NOT special in any way. It's just an isolated ass school that likes to "set its own rules" LOL what the hell did I sign myself up for.

I need new vans. I don't even know how this happens but there's a hole in my vans. Wtf. How is that even possible? FFFFUUUUU T_T

& I WANT MOCCASINS SO BAAAD AGHH

why is my wallet so empty for the holiday season
LOL i don't even have enough money for gifts.

WOAHOHOHOHO

you guys flooded my dashboard completely LOL.

but woo, blogs to read! yeeey (:

Just one more day. WOOWOO. short week ! (:

& Another person transferred out of Townsend today. So now 2 guys transferred, one more guy I know is going to transfer. There are no guys in the first place & then the guys that were here are leaving. T_T Gosh, can i leave with them? Too bad there's like no where to go and my parents wouldn't let me. :p

Hardy Har Har. My guidance counselor asked me "Is there anything we could do to make your school experience better?" I replied "Oh, would you mind reconstructing the whole school? Yeah I'd like that."

Gotchu there didn't I? OYA.

Just a thought.

If you believe in a god (any religion), you've never actually seen the god right? but you still believe their existence. So if I told you there was a unicorn in your house which you can't see, would you believe that its actually there?

IS230 had PTC's today & guess who went? LOL well not for the students or the school or the teachers but for my goddamn valedictorian money. -__- when i entered, the security guard was almost about to not let me in. HELLO, you guys be in debt right now! but yeah, turns out that PTA lady who said she'd give me $250 isn't even there anymore... omg, i got played didn't i? but the other PTA people were there and one of them came up to me and just went all "OMG, i love you!" and i'm like "wtf." and then she's all "TOWNSEND HARRIS! TOWNSEND HARRIS!" cuz i was wearing my townsend harris hoodie and she gets all *bows* *bows* *praise* and i'm all ".....right......" that was awkks. but IS230 has a TV screen in the lobby now LOLOLOL they be gettin' all fancy bahahah. but the kids there are just getting dumber 77 averages. seriously, how do you even do that when IS230 is so easy.

UH OH, my english collateral is due tuseday and i didn't even start.
gotta make a book.
read/find 5 myths relevant to egypt + geography of egypt [DONE, even though all the myths aren't relavant to geography of egypt...]
draw pictures for each of the 5 myths [DONE, colored them too! woowoo]
write summaries for each of the 5 myths [DONE.]
explain how each of the myths are relevant to the geography of egypt
make five questions creating myths based on the creation of new york land marks
bibliography [Half way done?]
cover [Half way done?]
table of contents
title page

omg why. so far... i made the book but there's nothing inside of it lulz

Edit: Decided I would record my progress because I love taking these hourly breaks LOLOLOLS

I only see myself in the dashboard. What happened to you guys? LOL

11/11/11

at 11:11:11

WOOWOOO

ughhh i really really really hate my school
especially the people, it's like these people have lived in a box all these years

"OH LOOK A CHAIR"
"HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA"
"...." what just happened.

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
NO SCHOOL FRIDAY!
HALF A DAY ON THURSDAY!

who loves this week, i do!

it snowed today. and it's only october!

in a few years. we're gonn have snow in the summer and hot ass heat in the winter. new york is officially gone waaaack! this is not normal weather... eghh now it's all mushy outside and my super didn't clean it up in front of my building

BUT HEY!
gives me an excuse to "slip" and sue LOLOLOL leggo

YOU'RE NOT YOU'RE NOT.

PTC TODAY.

guess who didn't go!
like a baws.

besides my grades were all letter grades. got all s's how classy! LOLOLOL jk. i slacked so much and got a s, surprise surprise.

This is no fun, at all.

oh my god its not funny guise!1!1!!

in a day i got views from 7 different states. lolwut.

 hmm someone i don't know or have added tagged them self in my picture. interesting...

LIKE MA STATUS FOR A LIKE AND A DISLIKE

LIKE: YOU MAAH COOL!!!1!11!1

DISLIKE: WE DON'T TALK ENUF )))':

a few weeks later.

LIKE MA STATUS FOR A CONFESSION

I CONFESS WE GOTTA TAWK MORE

a few months later.

LIKE MA STATUS FOR A LETTER.

I DON'T KNOW YOU ENUF TO WRITE A LONG LETTER. I THINK YOU MAD COOL AND PRETTY. WE SHUD TAWK MORE.

a few years later.

LIKE MA STATUS FOR A TRUTH IS

TRUTH IS WE DONT TAWK ENUFF. HMU!11!!!1

never happens LOL.

My fucking school makes you pay to enter in your volunteer work hours. Are you kidding me?

bahahah fail.

these john bowne kids were such a fail today -_-
okay so, john bowne is one bus stop away from my school. SOO, you know how you have to request a stop in order for the bus to stop? yaawp. there were like 20 of them on the bus. they all just stood there, probably thinking that someone else would press the stop button, no one did. so we just passed by there stop and they had to walk allllll the way back & just me it might be one stop but that one stop is hellaaaah far !

*facepalm*

LOLOLOLOL I SEE YOU

so much for being sneaky.

K-pop Concert yeeebuddy!

dbsk! ahhhhhh

shishishishiSHINeee!

oh my goodness. b2st was amazing.

2pm asdfghjkldshldhsl why are they so attractive ;~;

so close yet so far.

Just my luck.

bahahahah (;< i would be such a troll wouldn't i.

lololol you announce everything even when you're not good just for the attention

seriously, that's like the first thing you ask right?

my music theory teacher is obviously biased in some way for doing this.

we took a test.

i got a question wrong, but she marked it right.

one of my friends did the same thing as me, making it wrong, and it was marked wrong.

DAAA TEACHERS LOVE ME for no reason at all! but this isn't a good thing, now it's just not fair. i want a teacher to hate me goddamit, i never participate in english but even my english teacher likes me -____-

Guys, I have a man voice LOL WAAAH

I love it when you talk me first.

and it's not anyone else. hahah.

77 in engrish test. nbd.

87 in spanish.

90 in ap world.

100 in geometry. 

LOLOLOLS basically how this works is. if i liked the subject; HIGH GRADE! if i don't; idgaf heheheh i always wanted to say that i'm lame. 

okay so if you have braces you'll know what brackets are. if ya don't i'll tell ya, they're these little squares that they glue onto your teeth so your teeth can all be connected thru a wire. so i broke one the other day, idk where it went, maybe i swallowed it? LOLOLOLS whaaaaaa! but yeah, it's gone so i went to go get it glued on yesterday. it was glued back on, no biggie. today, in the morning, i brush my teeth and it fell off again. fml. and yeah, SAME damn bracket.

LEEWL, too funny.

Yeah I'm probably going to fail gym but I just don't care anymore. If I can't improve so fast, what can I do about it? I decrease my time in running at a pace stop don't think that everyone will get better at the same time, some take longer than others. Stupid ass heartless gym teacher, you only boast so much because you got to the point where you're extremely fit. & How long did that take you? lololol wow bravo bravo

Clearly the weekends or days off go much faster than actual school days.

That's too bad.

now it's one thing to have quidditch. y'knowing flying and sorts in harry potter. since after all, they're actually "flying" since they're tied up on lines and stuff to give it that effect.

but then you see this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UfPij5ABdo

so.

people put sticks between their legs to throw balls into holes. twss. & ridiculous. just ridiculous.

LOOOOL i'm going to die of laughter soon .

i thought i came from an annoying as middle school but people in townsend harris came from schools where kids would start giving blow jobs or hand jobs to each other in class. DAAAAA HELLLL.

yeeus, that's right. OUR. GENERATION. IS. DONE. FOR.

If there's no proof, it never happened.

third one :] shit i love school except my teachers LOL hate my damn teachers they can't teach for shit. especially my spanish teacher who goes all maNNNANANANANANna. when trying to say manana. or when she tries to say companero she says companNENENENENENENENero. no me gusta.

& my geometry teacher! i haven't learned a THING from him. I use my textbook and brother as a reference. You know how idea on how confused I am in math nowadays. Still my favorite subject though since I hate english. Hated it always, still hate it, and always will.

thursday IS ma day <3
both in one day (:

i'm going to fail gym & i know it. -_-
in my school we have to run a mile and a half under 16 or 17 minutes.
HECK, i struggle with one mile, how will i do 1 and a half in 16 or 17 minutes?!
my mile and a half time was 20 minutes and that was HELLUH hard yo!
i hate gym so much omfg.

HAHAHAH even so, some things never change.

Townsend Harris High School is located in Flushing, NY. Students and parents can contact Townsend Harris High School by writing to the above mailing address or by calling (718) 575-5580. Townsend Harris High School has 1093 total students, 319 male, 774 female. Of these students from Townsend Harris High School, 284 are ninth grade students, 287 are tenth grade students, 251 are eleventh grade students, and 271 are twelfth grade students. Townsend Harris High School maintains a student to teacher ratio of 20:1.
omfg it really IS 75%...

Ugh. Some people in THHS are so awkward. This is how it goes when I try talking with them.
"Hey."
"...Hi."
"What's up?"
"School."
"Oh. Do you like it?"
"It's okay."
"Have you made friends?"
"Some."
"What school did you come from?"
"IS/MS ____"
"Oh never heard of that but yeah LOL"
"Yeah."

Or they don't respond. Like the hell am I supposed to say if you're gonna give me one word answers? -_- But i lalalalove my music theory class. LOL. Well no, I don't like the class but I like the people in my class. (: & I officially hate math. Gosh, theres always some teacher ruining a subject for me. I mean I still like math, but my teacher wastes half the period with do now & reviewing homework that there's no time for a lesson or classwork... Now everyday, he assigns us homework that I don't understand at all. Friggin coplaner, collinear, postulates and shiiii' & GREAAT! I start freshman gym tmrw. WE START RUNNING MILES TMRW! yayayayayay! fuuuuuuu. & you know what sucks even more? right after that, i have to go up to the 6th floor from the basement. What're trynna do THHS? Ehhh, one the bright side, it's not terrible. I just wish I'd get home earlier. I get home at 3PM on Mondays and 4PM on every other day. SO late maaayun! I used to get home at 2:30, while being dismissed at 2:20. Now I get dismissed at 1:46 on Mondays & 2:40 every other day and guess what happens? I come home more than an hour later. I honestly don't think I'll get a chance to visit anyone. Unless it's like a half day of course.

EWWW! Gulam told me that they were going to make death note (a popular anime) into a movie in the US, and Zac Efron would play Light. EUGH. *shudders* this is just awful. they ruined the picture of my beautiful light. T_T NUNUNUUU! it's all wrong. this should be forbidden. wtf is this.

LOOOL OMG. My korean school class is now 6 people! WAAAAAAT. there's really no people anymore. so there's three 10th graders, two 9th graders, and one 8th grader now. but i guess, it makes the class more excited, it's "family" BAHAHAH. we're famiree.

How am I supposed to pull off waking up at 5AM & 6AM daily. That's faawkin crazy.

My parents are freaking out about my brothers college choice and fees. I honestly wonder what's going to happen when it's my turn.

hahah, i needed braces with these teeth. they don't even look bad here! WAAAAAAAH T_T on the bright side, i only have a year to go cuz my week has already passed LOLOLOLOLOL what am i saying.

my schedule. but i don't like how i didn't get japanese. ): & instead they gave me spanish 1 & HELL MAN, i took spanish for 2 years! but i have to take it anyways just cuz i didn't take a regents that my cheap middle school never offered. -_-

I KNEW IT. New Yorkers go apeshit about Hurricane Irene but honestly, why are you freaking out when people along the coast over farther south should be worrying more. For New York, Hurricane Irene was merely a strong tropical storm, and come on, we get those all the time. Don't doubt New York that much. We might not be the strongest in building structure but you really don't have to worry that much cuz they got it all under control. Unless the eye of the hurricane was hitting us, or if it was a category 3 hurricane, that's another story. But it was a category 1 hurricane and people sold out the supermarkets for no reason at all. Heck man, especially if you're in Queens/Manhattan/Bronx/Brooklyn, what the hell were you freaking out about? My power is still on, nothings broken, I see no fallen trees, I don't see a flood, everything is the same. Oh no way, a few branches fell down. -_- Obviously this hurricane was over exaggerated for new yorkers... Long Islanders are near the coastline but even there, a few trees fell down, but the damage is bearable. Power outages are expected but I actually wanted the power to go out LOL. So yeah, I'm glad that no one's hurt or anything and that the number of deaths was only 6. It would have been far worse if there were more. I'm not sure if there were more, but from what I heard last, it was 6 deaths but it could have increased so I'm not sure, hopefully not though. Stay safe, and relax. Oh Irene, you got people talking about you for no reason at all!

People told me that I'd be okay with my braces for the first week. HELLLLLL MAN, I can't eat anything. I'm so hungry. ): The only thing I've been eating is soup. soup. soup. soup. & it doesn't fill my stomach at all! ]; Goosh, I miss those days where I could eat meat or anything I'd like, easily, peacefully. THIS SUCKS. Braces are only good in the long run. So unless your teeth are terribly crooked, don't bother throwing about 5 grand away. I wonder if I will actually get used to them. :P Asdfghjkl;' ><

Got braces & my mouth hurts. You have no idea on how I ate two slices of pizza. -_- I hate to cut them into little pieces so I can actually chew them. Jeeze, who the hell created these things. Couldn't they have created a simpler method?

REMEMBER WHEN.

(title unknown)

by JENNY™

i can successfully roll my tongue. -accomplished-

:D :D :D

facebook is your news. why bother even turning on the tv anymore? but seriously the minute the earthquake happened i think everyone went on facebook to post "OH MY GAAWD EARTHQUAKE" or "FUCK FUCK FUCK EARTH FUCK QUAKE FUCK" or "e@rtHqu@k3 b!tchezzz" yeah, but i thought i was crazy when my bed started trembling out of no where. my door started moving, and my fan started moving on its own. like duh heeeeeck! was i seeing things? it was kind of nice tho eheheh ;D & when i told my mom she's all "WHAAAT! are you talking 'bout!" a lot of people didn't feel it, but i actually did. hahahah, way too many people went apeshit over it though. seriously, it was like a 5.9 earthquake that started in virginia. we just got the after effects. next thing you know, we will have volcanoes erupting and we don't even have that shit here LOLOL. 'cuz new york is crazy, you gotta expect the unexpected. ^_~

"Your reputation is who you're perceived to be, your character is who you really are"

Some posts stay for seconds, some posts stay for days, some posts stay for months, some posts stay forever.

That's my blog.

Remember when I wrote with blanks like ___ ____ _____ __ ________?!? I don't know what I was thinking. Looking back, even I don't remember what I meant. LOL.

WOOOO. i went to another dentist & they told me i won't need to pull out teeth. ^_^ will be getting my braces on friday... no excitement. i mean they told me i won't be able to eat hard foods for 2 weeks. & IF I CAN'T EAT MEAT. )': that's terrriblee! TAYRAHBLE! lolkbye.

Just because everyone else gave up on Blogger doesn't mean I will too.

Why do people misuse so many words? Some commonly misused words are 'gay' and 'retarded', but now why are people starting to misuse 'legit'? Seriously. Just because your typing has improved doesn't mean you can start sticking in random words you don't even know the meaning to. Stick to your 5th grade vocabulary. Wait, my mistake, legit isn't even a confusing word. It just means real, or not fake. How do you go wrong with that? "I'm like legit loving this" ..."I'm like real loving this?" What! O_o This makes me feel even less brain dead than I really am.

The way you speak/type is so generic... How do people not see right through that? Some do. But most don't.

LMFAO. this is some girl that attends IS230. Or graduated, I don't even know. But by the way she TYPES, she sounds quite immature. This made me laugh for some reason. A good recap of our generation, isn't it? >_< Why would I ever accept a friend request from someone who is so illlerate... I mean, it was at a point where I typed like that too but if you look at a description like that, you can't tell if they're being serious or not LOL. This is just ridiculous. -_-;

So people in the THHS group were talking & someone asked if we could use laptops in class annnd people comment saying "it depends on your teacher", "it could get stolen" etcetc. & then THIIS! LMFAO. who duh hail steals a graphing calculator and dictionary but not the phone and iPod?! That's just ridiculous. Oh geeze, Townsend Harris, aren't you FULL of surprises?

Alright, I made the decision to just pull out 4 teeth and get braces. Yay?

LOOL oh my god guys, i was clearing out my aim buddy list and remember when i had someone framing me. yeeup! it was que3njennyx3 and there were probably some other princesses and kings i forgot about bhahaha (x i never found out who this actually was!

What is this fuckery?! My parents disencouraged me to play Pokemon 'cuz I'm too OLD for it. Waaaah! T_T You can NEVER be too old for Pokemon! It's a classic, and I grew up with it. Asdfghjkl;' I need a Pokemon game to play... ): & I can't exactly download an Emulator or get an R4 'cuz my broder with blab about how it's illegal and how I'm gonna get a million dollar fine. >_> Seriously man. I already beat Pokemon Colesseum & Pokemon XD, whaaaaaat else can I play?! Pokemon Soul Silver, I'm coming. @_@

GUESS WHO JUST GOT A DOMO CURSOR FOR THEIR BLOG?!

 Man, the summer just left me completely speechless on my blog. What am I supposed to say? To be honest, I only like summer because of it's WEATHER. 'cus i love my shoorts, LOL. But all in all, I hate summer 'cus we're not in school. Yeah when we were in school I couldn't wait to leave either but at least while I'm in school, I'm way more productive and feel like I actually SHOULD be doing something since there are more options. What are you supposed to do in the summer? Sleep, lie around, and just hang out more often. Yeah. I like being productive. I like getting something done for once.

Harry Potter is done.

HAYHAYHAY.

Let's not be biased here when making our decision but.

iPad 2 or Asus Transformer or Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1 or Motorola Xoom?
Or should I just get a laptop, lol. I kind of like tablets. Hehe.

What do you guys think? If anyone still reads my blog, loool.

the day i choose that i will get braces is the day i find out that if i even WANT to, i have to get 4 teeth pulled out. AND, these 4 teeth aren't baby teeth that haven't fallen out yet. there 4 friggen adult teeeth. oh my god. D: i would have like 4 random gaps in my teeth for a few months, or MORE just to get braces. >_> the things i must sacrifice to get good teeth. Man, why couldn't I be born with good teeth. My genetics just had to include bad teeth. EUUGH. ): This sucks man...this sucks. T___T;;;

people from anguilla and saint louis, missouri keep calling me?! girlfren' i don't even know what places these are. how are they getting my phone number?

& BTW SHANJIDA, if you ever read this. doon't text/call me from bangladesh LOOL. i don't want to pay international fees, y'know? :p

who tried hacking my yahoo and facebook? ...seriously?

you really want to know?
me gustaa errythaan' <3

cheers to an unproductive summer.

goddamit, i want to work or at least volunteer. do you guys know where you can volunteer? or rather, where is scholastica, lmfao. i have no idea bro. ;p

I'm wasting my Sunday to watch Pokemon. I friggin' love Pokemon. I remember all those days I would turn up my TV to CW11 to watch some Pokemon. Gooosh, I miss childhood so much. All these episodes, and GUYS POKEMON THE FIRST MOVIE?! Like f'rreal, this is love.

At 14 years of age you can do many jobs:

• Clerical and office jobs in industrial wholesale, retail, service, and professional establishments.
• Hotel jobs.
• Sales persons.
• Solicitors.
• Collectors
• Distributors.
• Demonstrators.
• Delivery jobs other than with a motor vehicle.
• Newspaper and magazine delivery over non-residential routes.
• Restaurant jobs.
• Soda fountain jobs.
• Mercantile store jobs.
• Supermarket and food store jobs.
• Amusement industry jobs.
• Standard office type machine operators.
• Standard domestic type machine operators.
• Hospital and health agency jobs.
• Library attendants.
• Professional assistants.
• Counsellors at camps, beach attendants, lifeguards, caddies, pinsetters.
• Domestic helpers, maids, cooks, cleaners, baby-sitters, janitors.
• Singers, models, entertainers, dancers, and theatrical work.
Fast food outlets.
Retail stores

If You Are 14 or 15

Work in Factory Offices and Service Stores

No one under 16 may work on the factory floor, but 14- or 15-year- olds may work in delivery and desk jobs in a factory office.  The office must be enclosed and separate from the manufacturing area. The office must have a partition at least seven feet high, and must have a separate entrance so that young people may enter or leave without passing through the factory workroom. 

A minor of 14 or 15 also may work in a delivery job or at a counter in a service store where goods belonging to customers are cleaned, pressed, altered or repaired, such as a:

• Dry cleaning store
• Tailor shop
• Shoe repair shop
• Laundry store
• Hat cleaning store  
• Similar service store

You may not:

• Work in construction or in any factory workroom
• Use most power-driven equipment
• Use washing, grinding, cutting slicing, pressing or mixing machinery (whether or not it is power-driven)

Is your shirt one size too small or something...

June 27

tanvir's party was nice (:
well, to be honest with you a little dead in the beginning cuz people would constantly try to play black ops/mw2. yeah, it's fun and all, but do that on your own time, we came here to have a party with our whole class not play games amongst only a small portion of our class. -_- but eventually, we started playing some hot potato with a bear. LOOL. i'm so glad we didn't break anything. this flower vase thing dropped twice but it didn't even crack. o_O then, apparantly we had a dj & errrythan' (= the whole party was set up upstairs and there were lights and everything. but you know how our class is. the majority of us just stood there not "dancing" for some time. i mean, we don't know how to dance first of all, and it was awks at first hehe. but by the end, we were all sweating like pigs (; hahah, we all played this memory game where you would state a memory with a person that you pick from the pile but all of them really weren't that personal but whatevs. & KARAOKE, LOOL. the dj was screwing around with "some kid" HAHAH jk shariful. & kept turning off his mic when he tried to sing. XD then we ate some yummy and beautiful cake then just headed out (: this probably closes the memories that we share as a class but it's been great knowing all of you.

okaaay. what the frick. today i was just walking home from my piano class and this old guy (i don't know how old he was but def not a teenager, maybe 20+?) and he just comes up to me and tells me "you're pretty" and then i just thought i heard wrong and he was talking to a different person. & then i turn around again and his like "you're pretty. you wanna go get a drink or something?" and then i'm like "uh no thanks." and then his like "my name is _____ (i don't even know what he said.) what's yours?" and i'm just like "jennifer" and his like "jennifer. oh? you live around here?" and i'm like "no. just visitng a friend." and then his like once again "you look pretty." THANKFULLY, the walk sign appeared then. that's so friggin' creepy. WOULD ANYONE GET A DRINK WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER? f'rreal. and at the very least, you should be a teenager. just hearing that from an adult that i don't even know is just rather creepy. >_> seriously, these hispanics doodes around my neighborhood are just creepers.

but later on, when i was closer to my house i bumped into michael, gopi, and wally. i actually kind of like how i'm recognized as "valedictorian" now. LOOOL, i just like the accomplishing feeling, yaknow? "you lucky valedictorian." or "congratulations." heeck mayun, the lady at the restaurant i went to yesterday offered free noodles as service bcus of it. (MY PARENTS WERE BRAGGING LOOOL, and those noodles were deelish ;))

omfg. i'm never going to see most of you again. what the frick. i'm so used to seeing you guys everyday, and seeing you every year. i honestly feel like i'm going to see you guys again. even though, i probably wooon't. >_< i know that the majority of us, WANT to see each other again but i highly doubt it. ;_;  i cannot believe today was literally the last day for most of us. i feel like i haven't even properly stated goodbye. i was so focused on graduating and just getting out of this place. i completely forgot that this was literally out final goodbyes. it doesn't feel right. it just doesn't. it would be better if i haven't known these guys for over 2+ years (some more than others!) and it's all going so fast. wow, it's not going to be the same. 801 has literally been my family for the past few years. the place where you feel most comfortable. saying goodbye, is like losing a family member. whaaaaat the heck. please, come on the last day of school or at least tanvir's party. goddamit, there's no time. T_T waaah.

Since when do facebook chats get saved to your inboox? O_O When does facebook add all these things? LOL guys, remember the days when facebook has the first layouts. or at least, when we first made one.

You're the only one LOL the only one.

plants vs zombies. all day, errday.

LOL would you guys hurt me if i put this in my speech?:

"It's thursday, thurday! Gotta graduate on thursday. Looking forward to high school, high school. It's thursday, thursday! Gotta graduate on thursday. Looking forward to high school, high school. Studyin', Studyin' Boo! Studyin', Studyin' Boo! Boring. Boring. Boring. Boring, Looking forward to high school."

test4

Now, I am completely & officially ready for prom.

learning this on piano! ALMOST DONE, this is only abt half. i'm actually almost done learning tho it just doesn't sound so professional yet HAHAH (:

June 11 - June 13

i laughed so hard today LOL. It was the last day of korean school, kind of saddening. I actually like my classmates a lot this year although I hope there were more 8th grade girls. HAHAHA, speaking of which, THERE ARE NO 8TH GRADE GIRLS. -.-;; they're all dooodes. all the girls that took the graduation test passed (no surprise.) and only one guy passed out of the 3, LOL. faaaaail! that guys reppin' THO! HAH :) anyways, first off, congrats to the graduates. i'mma miss them. ^_^ but i think some of them are volunteering, hopefully. o: HAHAH, sungho was originally supposed to perform! cuz people always perform (sing/dance) each yeaar but this year it was supposed to be him but he didn't want to cuz the teacher wouldn't let him sing an american song (to show off our knowledge of korean it had to be korean LOL) soo, scott started making konglish versions of the lazy song and rocketeer! OMG, i friggin diiieeeeed. 우리 올라가자!~ lmfao. oh gosh, he's so funny. :)

the following day, me, karla, shariful, and justin went to see kungfu panda! i was extremely hyper this day but IN NO MOOD to run! LOL i am so unhealthy, like f'rreals. i got everyone lost at one point but we eventually found our way back like a boss, so sall good! (: kungfu panda was a SUPER cute movie. :3 ooomg, i loved the ending and just everything. we also crammed into a photo booth like we always do, we went to toys r us and fought with plastic swords and light sabers! total kid moode! (8 yeeebuddy. the guy made us put everything away tho, we were OBVIOUSLY gonna get in trouble LOL we touched everything and messed around with everything just to come out empty handeddd. OYAAA :)

afterwards, it was six flags! it was a pretty tiring weekend, my legs are killing me to this point! AGH >< i think i have like bruises on my feeeet. buut, six flags was really fun! i lalalalaloved bizarro! that was THE best ride i've ever been on. i would go, again, and again, and again, but there was no time. i really wanted to go on green lantern and el toro but there was no time! & KING DA KA WAS CLOSED! ): crycry. but even though, we had a great time. sean was gettin' some! ROFL. i was his girlfriend, like frreals sean! JUST SAY YOU'RE GAY OR SOMETHING DON'T DRAG US INTO THIS. LOL. really really fun! me & shanjida got lost lots tho. >< it was pretty exhausting but i'll see remember this day forever. man, i wish i had a souvenir. we should have stayed longer! OH & I see remember Congo Rapids! HAHAH, all the water went towards tanvir, shariful & raihan lmfao. i got wet abt halfway, so fuuun!

why can't i be loved... ):

Ugh. Stop flaunting yourself in a bikini or showing off your stomach. You want attention? Well, remember that none of the attention you'll be getting is positive attention. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON, PLEASE.

Some people only look good in photos, like foreal.

June 5

tooooday was friggen fun & tiring! HAHAH whole day was volunteeer work (:

i went to the park @ 10am and we started lifting loads. LOL we were unpacking the prizes and the teacher was like throwing the boooxes. & THEY WERE HEAVY. IT WAS CRAAAAAZY LOL. i think there were like 29830921730912 boxes of prizes. hahaha, we were all fighting over who got to wear the red vest. the red vest was only for people who were like older and "leaders" yet sungho & my brother was wearing one. HAHAHA, i think hanna stole one XD but we eventually had to give it baack. i was gonna work in the 1-5 stamp area for prizes. hahahah i wanted to work in like 14 but oh wellllls (: anyways after that we did the playing stufffffs (we got a bootleg tent to change in -_-) and it was sooo hoot! LOL the presentation was awfulllll. like seriously. after that, i worked at the registration booth with justin. he was actually unshy today! LOLOL and maaan, half these kids didn't even know their addresses or parents names. >_> it was pretty darn ridiculous. i think like a total of 350+ people caaame. that was so exhausting! ANYWAYS, after we went to the prize booth. i was in charge of 1-5 so the stuff was like dora dolls, SWORDS (THEY FREAKIN LIGHT UP AND MAKE SOUNDS), small waterguns, sunglasses (THAT ALSO LIGHT UP), and stickers! :)) i was doing that with justin's brother. i didn't learn his name yet LOL (i think it was russel? lmfaoo, i don't even know yo!) business was pretty...quiet/lonely at first but then people started coming more I MEAN COME ON, you only had to play one game :D everyone was so interested in the swordssss, heheheh we did sword fighting after it was over. & YO, people who work at prize booth are mad slick! FORREAAAAAL, they stole a basketball, ipod earbuds, A BUNCH OF GUMMY EARBUDS, a football (LOLOLOLOL), and basically anything we can hide XD oh my gooood, and sungmin was actually talking todaaay, that's new HE'S ALWAYS SO QUIET IN CLASSS. HE WAS ACTUALLY TALKING AND ERRRYTHANG. after we closed the prize booth, we pretty much stole things that were left LOL and got a free pair of socks. oh well, goood shiit bro. then we had some sword fighting with the oh so dangerous pointy swords. ahhhhhhhhh, gooood day (: so tired though but i have about 8 hrs of community service now (:

I guess it is just better that way.

heheh *chuckle*

no, i don't see it.

June 2

toooday was so funny, LOL. i think i was seriously laughing the whole day. we haad talent first but since we're all done with our work, plants vs zombies was what i did! the game is so fucken intense. LOLOLOLOL daaamn, i'm getting re-addicted to that gaame! HAHAH, the possey in the back was the loudest in the whole class juss' going all like "NOOO, ZOMBIES! AHHH, WE'RE GONNA DIE, CHERRY BOMB!" ahahha, you could say we sounded the tiniest bit crazy. (x

annnd then after that, we had science double! usuallly, science double is alright and all but today he was absent again or he was here but he didn't show up. SO, we had several dance offs (shariful/tanvir just dancing lmfao, i should upload that.) and there was (ali/shariful) but ali doesn't dance! -_- he just jiggggles, loool, that doesn't really count! XDDD and shehry tried helping him but ali just bounces LOOOLS OH! OH! can't forget our game of hide and seeek! soo, first game we all kind of sat and shariful was the only one actually jumping around and hiding underneath desks, like frrreal? XD anyways, the second when justin was seeekin', me and shristi hid behind the teachers desk and then when he came by. he sat on the chair next to the desk & shanjida's just like "OH, I WONDER HOW THAT UMBRELLA STRING IS MOVING ON ITS OWN! OH MAYBE SOMEONE IS SITTING BEHIND THAT CHAIR." and justin's just like "naaah, probably not." OH COME ON --. i kind of just popped out lawlzz. then we played hot potato, we're fricken crazy bruh. i think we were like high or something that period.

THEN, AT LUUNCH, we did fat boothing! oh laaawd, i wish i had some of those pictures saved. shristi only kept mine LOL. but we all get like double chins & errr'than' AHHAH we had to force shanjida to take hers 'cuz she was being a stubborn little girl. we eventually got it tho, so SUCCESS!

and spanish LOL I DIED, FUUCKEN DEAD YO. raihan spilled water on shariful. BUT GUESS WHERE?! basically what you would expect a 3 yr old who is not potty trained to do. omfg, it looked like he pissed his pants and then he starts rubbing it to dry it AWKKKSSS !

goood day bro! everyday should be like this (:

oh right, then we have spirit week next weeek. anyone wanna be ma twin? OHAILNO giiirrl, i'mma be the one and only myself (;

When will you realize that you're the only one laughing?

i wish my class can always get the full gym to ourselves. every time we play free play, we have to share with 4 other classes. foreal, you CANNOT put that many classes in the gym. -_-  it's just NOT fun with so many people. people from other classes are constantly bumping into our class and that's not even all. we play with a total of up to 16 people & that's just crazy considering we have about 1/3 of a court. >_> today's bball was SUUPER fun tho! but i'm talking about the second time we played when we had half the gym to ourselves, and then the whoole gym. i honestly felt like i could breathe! AHHHAAH, (: is that an exaggeration? well it's truuue! if only my school was just the slightest bit bigger.

"How many guys are there at Townsend again? Like 2?"

LOLOLOL, this kidddddd. XD

Someone on tumblr posted this, and I think it's absolutely ridiculous. First off, YES, everyone has a point in their life where they'll have low self esteem but that shouldn't be the only thing on your mind. Your physical appearance can change, and sometimes you've just got to accept it! If you didn't know, i think you care about your appearance more than others do. Where's your self esteem at, girrrrrl? Second, why do people EVER think they have no friends? You need to give your friends more credit! There are always going to be people who care about you, don't take them for granted. Third, no one told you to put a brave face. If there's something wrong, since you're 'dying', GIVE YOUR FRIENDS A FRIGGIN chance and tell them! People are always going to be there to help. You CANNOT automatically assume that people don't like you. That's something you cannot say for sure unless they tell you, well in that case, there are not even your friend. Fourth of all, "I'm a girl." LOL. Just because your a girl does not mean you get argumentative and moody. And honestly, it's not the people who don't realize that, I'm pretty sure we can all relate to that in some way. Everyone gets argumentative and moody. It's just part of who we are as humans. Fifth of all, you need to stop taking everything you do so negatively. Just like everyone else, we all mess up once in a while. It's not the end of the world. Loosen up! Sixth of all, if people walk away, they're not your real friends. They would be there to listen. It's okay, maybe you were talking to the wrong people this whole time. Accept your freaking self. If you have a problem with yourself, CHANGE yourself rather than complaining. You were made this way, there's always going to be room to improve and you need to understand that. Seventh of all, you honestly cannot let a random boy ruin your day. You need to learn how to stay strong, and put yourself together. There are always going to be people that just throw out nasty comments for their sake. Who the heck cares? You honestly need more self confidence. Tell yourself that you're better than that. You don't need that. Why waste your time? Why waste your energy? Fine, don't tell anyone. Be a fake, and lie to everyone that tries to get to know you. Maybe that's why NO ONE cares. You don't give them a chance. You don't trust them. You wouldn't dare tell them. Yes, go enjoy your time on tumblr with strangers who supposedly care about your life. How the hell would you know? Anyone can easily have a way with their words. Anyone can easily lie to you. Especially over the internet. You know how easy you've made it for them to just barge into your life when they couldn't give two shits. Now, NOT everyone will completely lie to you, but you know what? I'm sure they care more about their LIFE and people they know in real life over someone they've met through the internet. Ever heard of cyber bullying? It's common, it really is. And you know what I think? Tumblr would be the perfect place for those cyber bullies to go. I think a good 75% of tumblr are people who are insecure, and look for complete strangers they feel they can relate. If you need someone to comfort you, GO TO SOMEONE YOU KNOW. What has the internet done for you? "Oooh, same here! Me too! These people are so much better than my real life friends." Not to bash on tumblr, but the people on tumblr. Sure, I've met some great people through tumblr but I'm not going to trust them with my life. You can't rely on people to show you sympathy. You can't expect no one on tumblr to judge you and accept you for who you are. They know who you are through the internet! What you SEE/HEAR through the internet is NOTHING like what'd you do in real life. The computer is like a whole new barrier between you and the person on the other end. People take Tumblr to such unrealistic levels. Vent, Post, Share your opinions, that's what a blog if for. A Tumblr doesn't exist as an "escape" or as your second life. Still don't understand? Here's a thought. Go see a therapist.

Don't get me wrong. Tumblr is a great social website like none other. It's perfect for when you're bored. But it's the people on Tumblr. Some people just take everything so seriously. But since it's so common on Tumblr, I guess this is how they all just join together.

There's one reason as to why I don't ever do anything.
Cuz if I did, It'd trigger something even more. One is already enough.

Ordered my dress for prom! Heh (:

I'm actually suuuper excited about prom & trips! ^_^ I feel like it's FINALLY a break from all the hard grueling world in school. School has just been so fucking boring. Scuse my language, but it's so dang boring! & No one even TRIES to make it funner. I guess we're all so used to the same routine that we don't even bother to try out a new one. GET SOME ENERGY YOU GUYS. You guys are killing me. T-T I feel less and less encouraged to go to school man. Let me be absent, or let me have some fun. >_> Don't get me wrong, there are some days where school days are amazing but there are also some days where i honestly feel like i'm going to rip out all my hair through boredom. & You ask? Why haven't I posted in a while? Well, first of all, what's there to post about? Me, talking about how bored I am? I'd be wasting your time then. -_- 

SO YES, SURPRISE ME. PLEASE.

imdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdoneimdone

Oh my gooosh. Flag football seems fun. I wanna try.

I'm dooooooone! Forreal this time.
I really hope that I keep my word this time. >_>

Wow. The PlayStation Move is just like the Wii. I mean after, it's only exactly what the Wii is right?! I mean I enjoy playing PlayStation 3 games but damn wtf, if you search up "PlayStation Move" and look at a Wii, they are exactly the same. Oh wait, no, Sony stuck on a random ball. It looks like they smacked a ball onto a friggen' wii controller. LOL, my brother thought it looked like a dildo. Hey, it doubles right!? Sony really needs to start getting more original LOL.

Oh I love Nintendo.
(This is off of Yahoo Answers.)

What they said... honestly i've been a nintendo fan since the NES ( about 16y ago ). I mean i've played playstation games if there were good ( god of war, GTA etc ) but every since the ps1 and the n64 came out.. sony's been copying nintendo. 

If you've ever watched E3... you'll notice Nintendo will ALWAYS be last.. because they know sony will "borrow" some ideas.

Ok N64 came out and had joystick... look at the first ps1 controllers... NO JOYSTICK... So sony recalled and made the dual shock.

Gamecube came out and had some online ( though crappy ) so sony decides to.. then here comes microsoft to dominate them both.

Gameboy was doing so well.. they decided for the psp. LOL the psp even today could not even come close to the sales.. its a poor system. I mean up untill this year the DS was litterally beating the psp AND the ps3 in sales combined!

Then here comes the Wii... They waited till the last day to show it. Sony realized there boomerang controller was dumb and re-did it.. oh and through in six-axis to compete with nintendo's motion controll.... ya thats doing well.

So why not just copy the WHOLE thing and call it ours? Lol the sony wand, or sony mote, whatever you wanna call it.. its just copying.

At least Microsoft goes different and gets rid of controllers COMPLETELY! I mean there copying... but not just straight ripping off right?

There's alot more sony copied.. and failed at... but hey Nintendo is still beating them everytime.

What is music? Literally!

oh maaayun.

half of the time i'm like "F'YEAAAAH! i can't wait to get out of here"

and the other half, i'm like "ugh damn, i'm gonna miss these people."

same for townsend harris LOL.

half of time: "YESSSS, townsend at last!"

and the other half: "why did i pick townsend. really."

so which one is it? daaaaamn mind, make up your friggen mind! 

well on the bright side, i know that some things will NEVER change. haha

May 14

DAMN, after such a long day finally slouching in front of my computer feels so nice.

townsend harris test -> korean school -> bowling/pool/air hockey/ping pong -> gyro & walking home LOL

i am so tired right now but i have to admit it was a lot better than staying at home. ahahahah, i am SO bad at playing poool. >_> i actually missed the cue ball a few times but i think i'm getting there. LOL no, i didn't even get a single ball in. david & raihan were pretty good tho. OH, then we played air hockey! daaamn, that got us all sweaty. karla is cuhrayzaaaay! LOOOL but i love her. there was also ping pong. like DAMN, i swear i KNEW how to play so well at my old old old first korean school but then it's been so long i don't even remember how to play! i lost all my skeeelz ): ahhhh, we also placed a mass order at wendys and marched down the streets like total fatasses. we had 8 small fries, 6 burgers, 7 frosty's, and 1 soda. OH GOD, i am filled. cuz i had a gyro after with paul & some kid ^_^

oh! & my townsend harris test was EAAAAAAAASY! altho there are way too many girrls XD & so many of them are so quiet it puts me in an awkward position! i wish i knew more people ahead of time. gaaah ): 

& korean school, HAHAH, it was so sweaty! everything today was so sweaty but i guess it was alll worth the waaaait. i need to learn to be more patient. it's not my thing yo.

well, blogger deleted some of  my posts. >_>

Day 30

I would have posted yesterday but blogger was having errors. It even deleted some of my posts. Aghhhh, well I'm bored as usual but life is good. I just wish something EXCITING would happen. Followin' the same routine as usual, and everyone's just losing more and more energy each day. What am I supposed to do? So this marks the end of my 30 day challenge, it was actually pretty fun, i might start another one.

OOOH MY GOOOD, I CAN'T EVEEEN, ROOOFL!

Day 29

A picture of myself; pouting HAHAH (:

Day 28

I used to wish at 11:11, until I realized it was completely pointless. If I have a wish & I really want it to come true, I'll work for it. If I know it's not possible, I'll just keep dreaming LOL.

& What did I wish for? HAHAH, i don't know if it's accurate but i think i saw this in arthur but they were like if you tell a wish it won't come true, so oh well, sorrrehs (;

loooooooooooool, i can't believe you asked.

reading old wall to walls on facebook & LMFAO-ing to my computer like an idiot. oh, this is pure joy. i'm so freaaaaaaking hsaldhlsahdksa these days! :D :D :D

Day 27

A picture of my handwriting:

this was from my korean school notebook, HAHA (:
i'm actually starting to like my handwriting, so fagggish, but whatevs!

i seriously wonder how people can look at a picture that someone took that only shows their lips & down & then saaaay "OH, GORGEOUS!" ...you think their chest is gorgeous? what in the world.

Day 26

What are some little things that make you feel all warm & fuzzy? heh (;
i really like this one LOL.

But it's just those really cute random comments that people make! It can be any sweet words. Especially randomly, just makes my daaaay yo, (:
OH! & also, hugs, i love hugs HAHAH, don't show it enough right? but like the right moments, i love hugs.

honestly, it's really EASY to make my day, haha (:
shdkljshlkdhlksahdlsa yaaaawps, i mean it.

& HAPPY MOTHERS DAAAAY! that's you, my real mother & shariful. are ya happy? LOL, your name is mentioned, this makes 4 i think? baha (x

i would NEVER give up my social life. even if i have a crap load of homework/tests/projects/whatevs, i'll make time. (:

Day 25

okay. when i see a person, the first thing i look at is their face. you're right, i'd want a average-good lookin' guy. but you know what? i cannot STAND people who are boring. i just can't be around them. i know that usually people have something going on behind their shy acts, but if you're straight up boring. PLEASE, just no. Long story short, I want someone who I can keep a conversation going with, not worrying about it ending or having awkward silences. It doesn't matter HOW gorgeous you are, that just makes you eye candy. >_> & that's not what i'm looking for.

oh my god, today was fun LOLOL.
my tongue in still burnt from the coffee, HAHAH (:
that was so friggen fun, @ korean school, our little 8th grade possey went with the doode teacher to get some coffee & skipped class. BAHAHA (x

oh right & in class, these two doodes in like 6th grade kept staring at me LOL awkks!
oh gosh, today was such a good day overall.

& THE WATER BALLOOON FIGHT, holy shit! i really would have regretted not going. but it was so UNFAIR. birthday boy & david would hiding "making balloons" and making random appearances to get all of us. -_- LOL. plus it was so coooold! wahhaj was mad ninjaaa, but i eventually dunked a chunk of water on him. IT WAS WAAAAAR, bro! oh i feel bad, i totally forgot about cleaning up. >_> tanvirs room is probably a mess right now. i'm so sorry tanvir, haha. T-T hope you had a wonderful birthday tho! ^^

then, we ended the day with some good old black ops. LOLomg, the game with me & bernii was so intense. AAAAAH, these games scare me, i'm gettin' used to it tho, i'm gettin' used to it. oh right, and then the homies watched the heat game. -_- "yaaaaay heat!"

kthanksbye.

Day 24

7 things that cross my mind a lot:

1.) What will I be when I grow up? What do I want to do? What can I do? What do I truly find an interest in?
2.) When will I get out of junior high? HAHAH >_<
3.) Can you like nooooot?!
4.) What high school will be like. & If I made the right decision.
5.) LOLOLOL 'What would happen if I went to Bronx Science?' XDDD
6.) How I'm perceived in a different persons perspective. How do I appear to you?
7.) What it'd be like to be a guy for a change.

Day 23

Letters?! Aghhhh. D:

I'm not very good with letters. Plus, why write a letter when you can say it in person? plus WHO am I supposed to write it to? Uhmm. Okeh.

I think I'll write two letters tho. ahhhaaa (:

Dear 제시카,
You have no 퍼킹 idea on how much 아이 럽 유! Okay. You always seem to have the right things to say. Unlike most 친구s, 너는 나 한태 '배일' (취소) 온미, you know what I mean. ALSO, I just feel do friggen 편한해 when 아이 톡 윗 유. Long story short, 유 are 마이 언니. (: HAHAH, also remember all the insiders like '하버두' & '만두 오빠!' LOLOLOLOL. 오 btw, 언니 너무 예뻐, ㅋㅋㅋ. & 아이 햅 deets on ㅅㅎ & ㄷㅂ...yeeeeup. Deuces!

Dear 아빠,

너무 많은것을 말해고싶다. 하지만, 기회가 없고, 그냥, 말일 할수 없다. 웃기지? 나 때문에 아빠가 왜 상처를 받아? 내가 몬대? 이런 스트레스 말고도 충분히 투쟁이 많는대. 내가 할말이없다. 내가 뭘 할 수있어? 내가 아빠 위해 한거있어? 고맙다는 말도 못했고. I should probably start to 표현 my 이모shuns more, but it just doesn't work for me, yaknow? WELL of course, it's not like 아이 캔트, it's that 아이 think that 아워 리래이shun싶 is not too 가까운 거애서. :/ I guess, I kind of grew out of that? 하지만, i have NEVER ever felt that I didn't want that 가까운 커낵tion. (HAHA, fail konglish!) 아이 still want to make 잇 스트렁거. I'm trying my best to make the most of it, really. Although other things cam be 거짓말, 이번에는 사실이다. 진짜 미안하고, 너무 많이 사랑해! (: 힘내!!! I know, I know. 유 don't need to prove it or anything. I know you 캐어 포 미.

Day 22

I wore my UNIFORM to sku? LOL. i wish we had free dress more often T-T

this is the life bro.

WOW! that is SO unexpected. O_O

Oh who am I kidding, anyone can pull that off.

hooly shit! WHAT IF i had that letter? omgomgomgomgomg.

i seriously wish sdjlahshdlkshdlkhaslkdhklsahdlas ):

Maaayun, you are so ignorant, and narrow minded, it's not even funny.

Day 21

Turn on's and off's LOL

Turn ons:

A nice smile/laugh. (:

DIMPLESDIMPLESDIMPLESDIMPLES. omfg.

Intelligent.

Loyal.

Kind/Sweet but not to the point where you're a total herb.

Being tall.

Sense of humor.

Confidence!

Slimmmmmmmm. HAHAH, i don't mind a little chubbiness either tho ! ^_^

Lively.

Turns offs:

SMOKERS. >.<

People who curse like crazy! It's not necessary to replace every word with fuck yknow.

Bad hygiene.

Cocky.

Dramatic people who take everything so seriously.

Choosing to be stupid.

Insecure (I know we all have moments but have a tiniest bit of confidence in yourself!)

Druggies.

No manners/rude

LOUD.

Boring/Plain.

There's probably more but that's all I can think of for now. [:

Day 20

I haven't attended a proper concert, a loser, i know! ><

BUUUUUUT! i have went to certain events that famous korean singers appeared in. ONLY korean, cuz going to an american singer concert would cost money, and these were free! (; HAHAHH lemme be my cheap asian self. ANYWHO, if those are included, i've seen brown eyed girls, wonder girls, son dam bi, brian, and lotssss more over the past years. (:

Day 19

I've actually ONLY lived in New York. I've visited other places but LIVE LIVE, is only New York. I've lived in different parts of New York but nothing like from New York to California or something. I wouldn't mind moving tho. :D

Day 18

I haven't watched TV in a REAAAAAL long time. >< HAHAH, i don't know why!

but, i've actually been catching up on my old time favorite childhood shows on youtube. that would have to be LIZZIE MCGUIRE. i fucken love THAT show. whoever created that show is a genius! it's pretty sad how something like that had to be replaced with HANNAH MONTANA?! &+ hilary duff has always been my childhood role model, lawl! (:

i don't think i'll ever understand why people love jersey shore, and that kind of stuff so much. it's just me isn't it? :/

Day 17

I've had a post about this before. But tbh, I am still yet to have an idea on what I want to be when I grow up. I've thought about it multiple times but one specific thing never comes to mind. >< aghhh, it IS pretty fustrating not knowing what I want to be, but I'm planning on just trying multiple things and seeing what works best for me, yknow? (:

However, I am def leaning towards something like BUSINESS, lawl! mainly cuz math is one of my strong points HAHAH, cheap huh? & it makes a lot of money depending on your placement! wellllllll, i'll see how it goes. i know what i DON'T want to be tho. anything medical is by far, NOT in my interest zone at all. i don't understand why so many parents want their kids to do things like that. it's HARD & can be disturbing too.

kbai.

we had a hurricane warning & now it's not even raining. lolol, waaah? T_T i'd enjoy a nice breeze. AS LONG as i don't fly, yaknow? actually scratch that. i wanna fly, do it like a BAAAAWS! AWWWWW YEEEE.

Day 16

With the remainder of my life, I would probably do everything I was unable to do before. I would DEF go bungee jumping. I don't care how scary it sounds, it's like one of my LIFE goals. But, come on, who the hell cares, you have one day to live! I'd probably say everything I didn't get a chance to say cuz it wouldn't matter. & I'D COMPLETELY LIVE IT UP. pfff, there ain't no time for regrets anyways, HAHAH :). you do it, you're dead, nice huh?

Day 15

Do I fancy someone? Do I fancy someone? Do I like someone? Do I admire someone? I honestly don't know. Plus, even if I did, why would i post that here...LOL? But that's a nice way to phrase something; "a photo of someone you fancy." DO YOU WANT TO KNOW? DO YOU WANT TO KNOW?

i dare you.

why are so many people on facebook getting hacked? just don't click those useless links or use those unreliable apps! fo'real, that's all there is to it!

i REALLY really dislike when someone asks me. "Hey Jenny, did you do the ELA packet?" or "Hey Jenny, did you do the math packet?" and then they ask me for "help." (Uhm, you trying to take advantage of me? T-T) But it's not ordinary help, it's basically asking me for every answer in the packet. Are you serious? Why don't you just ask me for answers then? & Why should I "help" you if you're simply copying my answers. Plus, these are people I RARELY even talk to. -_- Are you foreal? Can you like not? Do it yourself. Your failing grade is not mine. >_> I usually never ask anyone for packet answers unless it's beyond hard for me or i'm checking answers with them. Plus, if I do ask someone for answers, because i need answers, i don't ask a complete stranger. It ends up being a fair trade because I ask them for help for this one occasion and they usually do at another occasion. But, i can't really ask someone whose not exactly the brightest person for answers can i? Plus, chances are, if i didn't do it, neither would have they. This is ridiculous.

Day 14

5 celebrity crushes. oh my, isn't this a fun one? THEY ARE ALL SO CUTE. >w< can it be top 50? hahahahah, i kid, i kid.

[IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER.]

1. Jaejin <3 such a cutie yo'! ^^

2. Taecyeon. OH MAN, HE IS FINE.

3. Gikwang. also quite mighty fine. lolol. (;

4. Jaejoong. ASDFGHJKL;'

5. Hongki. HE IS SO AHDORABLE! no kid.

OH RIGHT. & g dragon is out of the question. LOLOL.

kthanksbye.